The red accordion!

Ça c'est de l'eau!

I think she's a great syncopator. Quite frankly this thing I say I hear in music I think she has it too, actually I'm quite sure of it. I can't get there, but I hear it, very simple, anyone can hear it by trying to listen to the 'dark' of the song. Meaning, it's exact contrary, and thinking about wind and distance and very fast. I think I can hear something moving inside my head very fast, the thing is if I look at the video I see the accordion so I forget it's music and I focus too much on her hands and how it can't be seen the speed, but if I close my eyes and forget the accordion and think it's 3-d sound in my head I hear something fast moving, even at the beginning of the song. Anyway she knows her accordion I think or she is god.

Yeah I had this dream about Mona X. how I was wondering if she was normal human or just god and i figured out she might have been both, only I think she was god, and that she knew Rock N' Roll, both of them. Accordion sounds fast. Any instrument can be I think. Violin, accordion, the voice, any stuff can be double once provided enough speed. I think, with speed you pass the point where you get double, like an airplane when it passes the sound barrier. Then there is the speed of light. But I'm sure there are images in music, only I can't lie, it is there, I know it, but my senses cannot 'see' completely, cristal clear, the music, and I also wonder how far one can go there, and what happens when you get zapped? Like, is it like Franny and Zoe, you just go on until you get zapped, and how soon till I drown? If anyone knows please tell me. You can hit me but try not too hard. Hard enough to wake me up? No, I don't need to because I decided to stay asleep until I wake up. I found out that music was incompatible with my life. So I decided I was gonna live my life for a few months, then I'm gonna go in Franny mode and wait for something to happen. In the meantime I pass the time thinking about how to really have time. And it is a success. Only problem is... Only problem is... I need to leave town, and then I can become a monk or something. No monks, just a few months should be ok and think about you know who and she'll be there, remember? Nothing?

My only problem. How to deal artistically with a problem?

Yes, that is what I plan on doing. In the meantime, I need to learn how to lie. Lying is the best way to get some time, but if I lie, it must be ethical, so how do i lie about anything? In fact: I don't need to, since i'm going!

Then, I will HAVE to.

To what? To listen and actually hear what I think it is I hear in the music? Why don't I do that right now, right fucking now, i always say shit